Why am I still getting emotional over you? It’s been almost 6 months and I still find myself missing you and crying over you and it’s just not okay. I find myself getting jealous over the friendship that you have with one of my best friends and it sucks because that’s what we used to have and I just really want that back. I feel like I have no one and I’m so scared to try and befriend you because I don’t want to begin to like you again; all that will bring is pain. I don’t want to feel any more pain than I already have because of you. Why am I still getting fucking emotional over you? Do you get emotional over me? Did you even care at all? Why has it seemed so easy for you to just forget about me and make me feel like shit?